If I could have been my own Fairy Godmother, I think the gift that I would have bestowed upon me would have been a talent for drawing.

It is coming forward again – that frustrated urge. I feel yet one more post of the “I am going to knuckle down to Betty Edwards”/”I resolve to draw daily” coming on.

I know that I give up too easily. It’s difficult – I need to see progress that says to me that yes, one day, I’ll be content with the marks that I make. Progress is too slow.. I want to be good *now* and when my hand fails to mark what I see – I just go away dejected and try  to find a different talent. Jill of all trades, mistress of none.

I do so want to be good at something creative! I don’t want to be rubbish, or even so-so. I need to be brilliant

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